Hanoi trip was a trip that I really looking forward. I thought I can have some kind of peace in mind, at least for the five days. However, it turn out to be another way. Some other concern started bothering me. I have a very happy family of 4 and we will always travel together. i was thinking what if my sister has her own family, then how the family trip will be like? Most likely I will have my own room instead of sharing with my sis (just like the past years)? Then I will be sitting alone in vehicle when transfer from 1 place to destination?....etc.

To resolve this, either I quickly form my own family or just get myself ready mentally for this change. I'm not kind of person who will commited to relationship (at least for now). May be I have not meet anyone can change the way I am.. so the first approach will not going to work. So i think the best way now is to get a permanent travel buddy, i guess or just be alone throughout the trip... :s

Now back home, these questions still resounding in my head.. together with other 'outstanding' problem I'm having. Anyway, I know everything will be sorted out, according to it's timing. Nothing I should worry about or  keep thinking when it definately not helpful. Instead, in God i trust.