During long holiday, i always wanted to keep in touch with you. To know what you are doing, to hear if you are doing fine. Anyway, as usual I don't get reply from you. eventhough this is an usual event, but I still feel disappointed and feeling upset... in the first day of CNY.
I tell myself, I will not let this bad feeling stay too long within me... I tried at least. Last year, many times I dwelled in melancholy, but I do not want to stay that way this year. anyway I'm hard headed, so I will still care for you.